So lost at home, hoping to find the right, avoid the negative, but sorta my fear is reality. Where are the friends who begged me back? Not with me. That scares me. I'm giving myself 1 more week, just one…find that home I want, and be acknowledged by the people who wanted me here. Life isn't fair ever. God knows I have the money, the personality, but I'm not sure what reality is just yet. It's charlotte, NC in a week if nothing works here. I gotta do what's best for kids. God knows I got 10k men lined up no problem bases on hair color alone, don't matter, not one bit, I have morals and values to maintain… only my kids welfare matter… I'm trying.
Originally posted on Facebook on February 29, 2016.
