How do you go from having a blog that everyone can see dating back to the year after you got married full of plenty of good times, only to have him meet a nasty new wife and all of a sudden it was a horrible experience? He had my family when he abandoned his own. Things were happy until he started messing around in 2011. All of a sudden he’s making videos online of a horrible marriage? I did everything in my capacity to change who I was then to make our marriage better and better only to realize it would never work. The final straw was moving to a new state to start fresh – a HUGE change that ended up being the worst decision ever. I left my loved ones behind and that includes my friends. Because I thought it would make my family stronger. He destroyed our marriage single handedly. If he had not done some of the horrible things he did, we would have never had arguments. It was like talking to a brick wall. But I made it bad? I had meals prepared daily, I cleaned the house relentlessly after four kids who dirtied it right behind me. Even after we divorced I was nice to him. We had our moments, but ultimately abandoned me. I finally found happiness in 2018 while he still tried to say I was bad but couldn’t ever tell anyone what made me bad. He still can’t. He’s with someone now who is utter trash and by all definitions a bad human being. He never watched the kids, he let them destroy everything, he never disciplined them. Again, I was mom and dad and all he did was pay the bill. I am so sick of him posting that online. It’s so sad that out of the blue he pisses Filipino citizens off that are catching on to their scam and he goes and does what he is famous for and turns it into something my fault. He’s got his own DNA calling him out on his wrongs, and it still comes back to me. The fucktard is so messed up he can’t own up to having his rights stripped away because he was that bad of a father. He’s got videos trying to explain himself away but there is nothing you can say to explain it.
I’m proud of my kids. No matter what happened in life I was always there to fight for them from day one and i’d take a bullet any day. Something he never did when needed. So many stories of him cowarding down when his kids were hurt. He got jealous. He started accusing me of weird things only to be caught later on doing the very thing he accused me of. I will always be hurt by that. I never threw myself to the floor in tantrums like he did. I stood up and faced the issues and still do today. Nobody talks down to me and gets away with it and nobody talks down to those I love and gets away with it. That coward would leave his kids and run away in fear and let his kids take bullets, which he did on numerous occasions.
I am proud of who I am. Life’s up and down’s regardless, I know who I am. I am not him and I definitely am not her. I don’t flaunt my kids on social media for money. I just got messaged this morning again with a message and a video of my kids she is monetizing. She better remove my kids from her videos because they don’t belong to either of them and making money off them is illegal. It’s funny because people keep sending with laugh emoji’s how they threaten Florida law on me when neither of them are even Florida residents and mostly not even in this country. It’s like you dumb fucks, go do something in your own state. Nobody is bullying you, you just conning people and they want to see the proof and it’s there. God i’m stressed over this and wish they would just fall into a hole and get buried and i’d never have to deal with another complaint coming at me for them ever again. This is all so sudden this week. It’s too much. It must be bigger than I know because I don’t even see the surface I’m just getting whisps of air of the story. I don’t want to know but at the same time if they are endangering kids or still using my kids as money makers I have to do something. It’s a moral obligation.
