I just wanted to say thanks to the few people out of my 111 Facebook friends that took the time to send me a message of support, comment, or like any of my posts about the tragedy my family experienced on Feb. 2nd. Every word counts to me, any thumbs up, whatever, and I appreciate it. When you feel so alone and that's all you've got, it's very helpful. I write a lot, I used to blog a lot on my webpage, but that slowed down, I haven't picked up my real camera in weeks to take a photograph, so I'm very withdrawn but I guess i'll take it day by day and not let myself succumb to my grief. I have so many questions surrounding the circumstances of my mom's death, and the fact that I know she is not resting in peace, means I don't rest in peace until I know what went wrong so quickly. I'm coming home to Michigan on 2/28 just to come "home" and be somewhere I feel like I have a few people around me that care that I can physically talk too. I hate flying with a passion but I'm so desperate to talk to people I need to do it. I'm so sad for my kids who witnessed it, and I'm so sad for my mom. But again, thank you to all who have even just "liked" something I've posted. It makes me feel better! ~Jen
Originally posted on Facebook on February 15, 2014.
