Can I share what the State of Florida has done to my 6 & 8 year old girls?
My 15yo son is the bully we all fight against growing up. As the bullied myself… I fought hard to never allow this. Their father was so preoccupied at planning my demise and leaving for hong kong without telling us that for a moment I trusted the school system was doing my kids right. My son like his father hated seeing me happy.
Remember 2014? My best year ever sharing my travels with Johnna Marie Warner, Catrina Bunch, Julie Falk, Renee Struhak, Misty Grego, Sarah Elizabeth, and so many others.
My mother had died, and it made me happy. I knew something was up with my then 14yr marriage. After a year I attempted to move back to Detroit in Feb 2016. Housing arrangements fell through, nobody talked to me, my brother caused my dog to get locked up, etc. I was alone.
My son was so angry he beat the shit out of me in Southgate after i told him to shut his trap on Feb 26, 16. His inuries led to what was southshore to infect me with what would become septic shock… a killer with a 50/50 chance of survival. I developed memory loss and the ability to use my right arm I noticed drive back to florida. I made it.
My children were taken from me because I had nobody. Father got them and gave them to me weak, no home to go too, day I left hospital.
Three weeks later I defended myself again, weak just out of the ICU… he was calling me names like lazy, faking it, fat, gross, etc
And instead of beating him like he really did deserved (I rarely touched my kids), I open handed smacked him once for calling me names.
This kid called the police and told them I punched him in the face 7 times with my non dominant left fist in 30 seconds. He lied, all the evidence and photos showed it, plus I remembered it… but the state stripped me of all my kids, my ability to work, my ability to travel, labeled me a predator, and I've never done a bad thing in my life.
My ex, so shallow, GAVE THEM UP TO FOSTER CARE! How could any man/father do that! Due to a woman he met with 4 kids of her own, to put on a false image of good dad he took them back August 2016. In foster care a bit more than 4 months.
Upon exiting foster care I gave my then 5yo and 6yo girls books to detail how they feel. A woman I knew, Mrs. Kimling at gerisch at the time I credit for being a writer as she did this when I was 11.
When I got the books back, i put them away til I knew I could handle reading it.
Depicted in 200 pages is torture, violence, XXX porn acts and all to my horror having just read yesterday.
Who did this? Who turned my 8yo into a ghetto rat with attitude. This is criminal. I want to die…. I want to know if my girls were violated. I blame the foster parents as one day caitlyn called me thru fb crying and they hung her up.
I'm struggling. Dad cant take care of them well and its breaking me.
I'm just devastated and lost. Pic attached is one of many a 5yo drew of porn acts in stick figures. Im scared for them. I told DCF today and acted as if it were ok. I feel helpless.
My battle isn't over. State wants me to suffer for smacking my 15yo even though its allowed and schools can too. Evidence of what son said happenned will exonerate me…. but I'm tired after 16 months of this.
Originally posted on Facebook on July 14, 2017.
