You’ve disappeared again,
All because I wanted a friend.
Someone I trusted with my choices,
But very rarely were together our voices.
You led me up a silent hill,
You built me up just to lose my will.
You held my hand and walked me down,
Making sure I wouldn’t fall to the ground.
You changed the way you talked to me,
Never ever wanting to see.
You got what you want,
You got too much,
All I wanted was to have lunch.
You said it was OK,
I was thinking no way.
You knew why I was there,
A reason I knew was not fair.
You hid your reasons,
Because I was a season.
You betrayed more than one,
Just because you wanted some fun.
A friend around longer than her,
Gone because of my lure.
The loss I feel is greater than
The friendship value you didn’t have.
What was I to you I ask,
I think I was just too much of a task.
All I wanted was a friend,
Just to talk to in the end.
You’ll never keep a friend so real,
You’ll deceive them – that’s the deal.
The hurt I feel is so bad,
All because I’m just so sad.
Five minutes was too much time,
To chat with me was a crime.
Disappear, Disappear,
Boy that reminds me of my fear.
You did it once again,
Thank you, thank you, thank you my dear.
You left me hanging on the side
Feeling like I’d lost some pride.
All because you were saving face,
………..just in case.
Thank you for killing a trusting heart,
I should have known from the start.
Your questions were disturbing, at least.
My answers really truly were a feast.
You used me for what you needed,
And disappeared when you conceded.
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