Half the reason I get scared when I get sick is because I have no family here and no support network. If God forbid something ever happened to me, if I am not able to post about it, nobody would ever find out. My husband isn't vocal and doesn't tell anyone anything until after the fact and I guess that's OK, but thats not me. So many important things that go on and matter but nothing matters enough to share. So being really sick is underestimated because even those around us don't know. It matters to me that people I care about should know I'm not going thru a normal cold, that something scares me enough to start too late writing my advance directive. So thanks to those that took me seriously, I appreciate it. I don't feel better today yet, but giving an update is like on a broken record.
Originally posted on Facebook on April 29, 2020.
