Have been in the hospital again. Can anyone possibly guess the problem? The same issues that nearly killed me before except caught just in time. I have been in Tampa General Hospital which sits on an island, on the water, with an interesting view. More and more antibiotics. My system just can't cope. The repeated problems that only became a problem 1 year ago (thanks FB and Amazon Drive for the photos to remind me!) lol, I thought maybe being on life support for the new year would end it. I'm seeing the light though. It's there, it's distant and but it's the light of day not the light of death.
The sickness doesn't even feel normal anymore. I get very sleepy, and I've lost so much memory it's horrible…. so time is not relevant. I still wake up some days and think it's December, and all of last week made important appointments that I never really ever had to write down, but the shock of seeing the truth in pictures from my son that I knew I had been right while everyone made me out to be a monster, just sent me overboard in anger that I just ignored being sick one week longer, focusing more on the OMG factor than me.
Literally it's usually a quick process, and it strikes, and before you know it i'm on a breathing machine. This time I paid more attention… did what I should but still – I didn't go septic this time… which is awesome.
Btw – would like to say that during the last week I had no idea my friends to the north were suffering in cold while I was posting pics and complaining of being too hot and out in pretty nature. I wouldn't have done that if I knew but FB i'm not on often anymore and nobody ever said anything in messages to me. So I apologize if I may have offended anyone. Not like me.
Originally posted on Facebook on March 13, 2017.
