My 6yo saved me as I saved her when we nearly lost her to sids. She will be a good mom someday. This is what it's like to experience septic shock for the 3rd time in one year. How i survived I can only thank my Ava. Most people ha've a 50/50 chance of life. I beat the odds 3 times in 2016. I'm glad it's 2017 and while I can't talk still for a tube ex brought my phone. I want normal life again. It's not been fair. But I am alive. Pain…so bad. I hope I forget this.
Originally posted on Facebook on January 2, 2017.
