Today is supposed to be a good day for Andrew's birthday 🙁 I feel like my mother is gone. I was on the phone pleading with her to please choose to stay warm at our house, and all she wanted to do was plead with me about my brother Paul Telfer who I really don't care about. She wanted him to look into staying at the Salvation Army apts. right down the road, but she got hostile with me when I said fine, but he's not living close so he can use us and take advantage of us for rides all over the planet (which he's famous for doing in our car). I said absolutely no way will we help him, we've done it too long and now it's time for a life lesson while he is still relatively young. My mom feels the need to be within an arms reach of him and I said no. I will help her, not him. He has sat around leeching off of everyone for years now with no job getting bigger and bigger until one day he will be bedridden and someone will have to wash his crotch for him (eww, lol). My mom said that would never happen, but on this path it will.. if he don't freeze first. He sat in our nice warm car in their driveway last night eating pretty damn good while my mom sat in the hospital starving. I took her pizza that we bought. He is so selfish. He had a medium pizza and a 2 liter of coke to eat in go. Then he dropped a $20 bill on the ground that he could have used for my mom. It just makes me real mad. I was prepared to take her home to us tonight, but she is choosing the wrong path. I have nobody to help me either, it's me against the world. I'm just a little tired of being taken advantage of. The normal person I am, the very giving person I am is going away.
Damnit… I just wish I had someone else pushing her with me, I'm all alone and her psychological state is just EFFED up. I honestly feel like she would rather choose death than to leave my brother on his own. She would rather freeze. The social workers haven't called me back yet and my mom said she was leaving at 2p.m. I have called twice with nothing.
Sorry FB… it's all I have at the moment.
Originally posted on Facebook on February 22, 2013.
