My shadow lurkers…

Published on: Jan 29, 2015 @ 15:34 – 
I’m sure everyone has shadow lurkers. I have an insane amount of people that watch me from the shadows and everything I do.  They pay close attention.  Why am I so fascinating but yet so scary not to show their faces?  I’m not sure.  Are these people i’ve had contact with in the past?  I’ve been informed of several people who watch me from a distance.  I just wonder why all the time.  I have my readers, I have my Twitter stalkers and FB watchers 🙂  Sometimes it’s creepy to think about, but I don’t really give a crap.
My insane life is apparently interesting to some.  I didn’t ask to be where i’m at, it was bestowed upon me.  Most know that.  What has happened has been a gift in the making. It only took years to realize.  The last 6 months i’ve been where I am, and done what I did with justification.  Everyone knows my story that i’ve told.  I don’t write it.  To know my story you have to know me, you have to have heard it come from my mouth.  Trust anyone else with telling my story, like my sinister in-laws and they’ll have it skewed every way but what is right.  How dare they take their guilty son and paint him as innocent, wow.  I’m still laughing at their actions though. Ridiculous.
If  people were lucky enough to follow my public Facebook posts before I made them private the story would have been told in my words.  Now they are private only because the last month has been sort of a life changer for me.  A month of realization for me that my situation was no good. I knew that already though, I just didn’t tell but a few people.
All that said though, nobody should fear contacting me if you want too. I’ve welcomed many back out of the shadows with a smile.  It doesn’t take much.  I’ve never shunned more than one person out of my life in the last 15 years.  It’s easy to contact me – I’m everywhere, just find me.