[vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Where do I start since I can't remember everything. This happens when I don't write about anything.  The jist of it all is that I see my girls a lot, I'm happily married almost a year, own a home, healthier, and the future still holds more interesting things to come.  Writing helps a lot of things though, and I have been absent online for a lot.  I'm trying to find lost posts, lost images, videos and more. YouTube got ridiculous and deleted my whole channel I had for 12 years, so I just started a new one.  Thankfully I do have most of my content but there are key videos that i'll never see again that I made. I've been having the best time with my girls, they missed me so much.  Right now we are on track for them to return to me full-time in May, after the school…

While I don’t have my children today for Thanksgiving, I am looking forward to reuniting with them in less than two weeks!  This is the first “family” holiday for me since probably 2011.  It just never was the same after my grandmother died, and then my mom dying in 2014.  My ex has stolen from me my children since September 2017 and i’ve missed birthdays and holidays. It’s such a good feeling to have two sides to a family that actually like me.  I was so paranoid for so long meet Jason’s parents and extended family because since 2000 my ex-husbands snotty British family hated me from day 1 just because I didn’t meet their appearance standard and then of course I brought him to the USA.  They never should have hated me, since I was the one doing all the thinking and remembering of them and not my ex.  I…