I'm home, alive, recharged, and ready to take on the world. I have so much to say, so much to share I have no idea where to even start. I could start at what happened but that's really bad and I have grown from that incident and my husband and I are so much better off that I prefer not to dwell on once isolate psychiatric moment I had lol.
There are people I need to thank for getting me through this rough time, like my husband Jason especially. Without him omg, I would have died. I have been to suicide and back these last 2 years, to the point of actually getting close to carrying it out, but I grew from those moments and learned how to best cope with where I was at. Jason always helped talk me through those moments. I have my best friend for eternity Julie…
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I could rant a million times over regarding how much I hate the state of Florida and the courts here, but I've said enough this week. The two idiots killed it when they sent in the most ridiculous parenting plan that I could only hope shows the courts their abuse of my kids and how it's all about money. That had to be the actual highlight of my week except for as always, seeing my kids and picking them up from school. This week has been ridiculously slow. I've been so tired, and spent a couple days grouchy saying things I should never say. I honestly don't know what's wrong. I have not been back to the hematologist since my two weeks of treatment, and likely, my blood levels are tanking again. I take this one medicine called Trazadone for sleep, since I'm a famous insomniac and well, Ambien stopped…
I will find who am I again soon. Thanks to both sides of a rich family, and I am not talking money. Education, philosophy, understanding, and politics. LOL. Call it "Electrified".
My children will be challenged, they will be disciplined, and god damn it, (not in vane really), my two sons will remember who I was to them before the psych case step-mom stepped in. It's like I don't exist and we have no past. We had a past until dip-shit-brit found a life with his foreign wife whom controls him. I love my Chris & Andrew to death, it guts me inside to wonder what they are being told. The evidence showed Chris lied to cover up beating me in the face and chest, I just wish he would talk to me. I am over that, I want my 17yo son. I want my adventure-seeking son Andrew…
08/16/2019 - 11:51:41 PM
How is Life?
The Legal Nonsense
What is Next for Us Both?
Life is going ok overall. I have some days with moodiness simply because I am so stressed out over my kids, their schedule, Jason's work…