Baby #4 Ultrasound Photos
Well, I had my quad screen today (aka NT scan). I guess everything looks good though, and I’m happy about that. It sucks though because I could lose all of it on June 2nd and all it probably takes is one wrong touch by the surgeon. I hope everything is ok. I’m roughly 13 weeks, so I’m progressing well. They are skimping me on pain killers though. Nobody seems to understand how much pain I really am in with this stupid tumor thing. Because it’s the size of a grapefruit, it’s hogging valuable space, and crushing me on the inside. Sitting down is painful – on top of my non-padded tailbone pain.
I’m having PF Changs for dinner. They are running a 15% off deal for tax day. I’m having seared Ahi Tuna. Who cares about the mercury or the fact that’s it’s raw. I don’t care right now, I have “bigger fish to fry” as they say. All these petty little pregnancy stupid no-no’s seem so pathetic compared to what I’m going through now. I’m going to have my raw mercury laden fish and enjoy every bite of it. I’ll take the positive side of it, that’s it’s practically pure protein and for a new gastric bypass patient, that is a good thing. Everything in moderation.
I left the Spa Week lady alone today. I figure she’s had enough abuse from me. When i’m angry I tend to get catty. Tomorrow I will inquire about speaking to their attorney. I need to get somewhere though I’m finding this to be a fight I can’t win even though I should. Little person vs. big corporate America hardly gets anyone anywhere. At first I accused them of being discriminatory against me because I sent them a fax of my horrible drivers license picture, where I’m probably 300lbs and of course, anybody that works in the Spa world expects you to be beautiful or something, so who knows what went through their minds when they got my picture. Of course I don’t look a damn thing like that anymore, but I’m still very sensitive to fat discrimination. Even if I’m in a size 10/12 now, I will always continue to look out for people who are discriminated against. I don’t know if that was really the case with me, but of course because I’m in an emotional state as-is, it’s the first thing that came to mind.
Ok, well here are the pictures for today!
