To Preface A Book…

If I were to do what I should do someday, write a book, the preface would be just as this:   ~*Preface*~ In the beginning, god created the heavens and the earth and the earth was without form and void.  Then Jen was born on October 24, 1980 and all hell broke loose.  What I […]

My shadow lurkers…

Published on: Jan 29, 2015 @ 15:34 –  I’m sure everyone has shadow lurkers. I have an insane amount of people that watch me from the shadows and everything I do.  They pay close attention.  Why am I so fascinating but yet so scary not to show their faces?  I’m not sure.  Are these people […]

Happy Post: Where to move!?

Published on: Jan 29, 2015 @ 10:54 –  Next step is figuring out where I’m going.  I’m not going back to Michigan.  The calls have been flooding in for me to come home.  Home is not in Michigan.  I may have lived 33 years of my life there, but it’s not my home.  I have […]

Dealing in Absolutes – Fuck It All – Karma – You Can't Win it All

Published on: Jan 8, 2015 @ 4:48 –  It’s January 8th, 2015.  I don’t honestly believe I’ve ever had a year’s mission brought to my face to deal with in the first week of a new year. Generally, as much as my life has fricken sucked over the past few years, generally I get a […]

The Cluttered Mind

Published on: Jan 6, 2015 @ 23:03 Normally i’d be all John Nash from “A Beautiful Mind” but today it’s the cluttered mind, lol. Anymore, there is just no such thing as the word “impossible” in my life. For reals.  Like the life-questioning movie “Interstellar”, I may as well change my last name to Murphy […]

Creepy

Published on: Jan 6, 2015 @ 19:59 –  I find it creepy that all I have to do is go back a week or two in time in my writings only to find I’m pretty much predicting my own future… or is it that my life is so weirdly predictable because I’m just an oddball […]

Skylar Grey – Twisted

Published on: Jan 3, 2015 @ 2:43 –  Pain in your neck, thorn in your side, stain on your blade, blood on your knife… that’s what YouTube is to me.  I have no idea how long this video will be live before taken down.  These are uploaded again onto one of several “test” accounts on […]