How is Life & What is Next for Us
08/16/2019 – 11:51:41 PM
- How is Life?
- The Legal Nonsense
- What is Next for Us Both?
Life is going ok overall. I have some days with moodiness simply because I am so stressed out over my kids, their schedule, Jason’s work schedule and typical life issues.
I’m so happy we got out and went on vacation to Michigan in July (It’s been that long already?!). I was supposed to go back in two weeks to do the Mackinac Bridge walk but I can’t. I have to prioritize life first.
Right now I feel like a complete loser of sorts because I just can’t focus. I can’t stay on the same path. Even my own blog, I can’t focus long enough to write. Writing has always been my saving grace. Writing has always been a way to remember what has gone on in life. This past month, I went through a ton of files I thought were lost and found, and was reminded even more of things that have happened to me both positive and negative.
I’m not sure what is going on with my girls right now. Caitlyn has been acting weird towards us and it’s just that evil woman they have as a step-mother that is doing it. Ava always tells the truth and Caitlyn always lies about it. So if Caitlyn says something I go to Ava to confirm and she sets the record straight.
Enough about that in this tab.
Right now i’m pissed off at Verizon Wireless. I have proudly own every Samsung Galaxy Note phone that has come out. Two weeks ago we went into Verizon after being on the sucky Google FI service. I wanted to keep my nice Note 9, we came in there for prepaid service. I left being scammed into a LG ThinQ 40, 2 phones for my girls, and a tablet that we learned ended us up on a contract. After 4 days I couldn’t stand the LG phone, so we go back in there, Jason returns the phone on a Tuesday, I was promised a new lavender Note 9 delivered by Friday. Well Friday never came, nor did Saturday or Sunday. Monday he goes and picks up the phone and it’s clearly black USED Note 9. I said hellllll no, and Jason got on the phone with the salesman, and said, we will just wait for the Note 10 to come out in about 8 days. That was the one model I was going to skip on because I wanted to wait and see how it went in reviews since they removed the headphone jack for the first time and if there were any other major problems. Pretty much forced into it, I’m supposed to have a Note 10 on August 23rd… in Aura color which is interesting.
A goal lately is to get in shape, that doesn’t seem to be happening. Ever since April and starting treatments with my hematologist I’ve gained way too much weight and I thought I fixed our lifestyle changes, etc but nothing is working. That is getting me down.
I can’t seem to complete any projects at all that meet my standards, so that’s taking its toll on me. I have destroyed my brain by denying it the B12 I’m supposed to inject for years but haven’t. While some memory is coming back, damage can’t be reversed.
Again, it’s too late at night for me, too early for civilization to care, so I will come back to this later today.
Lorem ipsum dolor… yeah yeah yeah. LOL
