It's too cold out, I want last winter back, and I'm feeling like a move to Florida.
Published on: Feb 12, 2013 @ 1:42 –
Today my precious little Cailtlyn, my LONG awaited girl after 2 very rambunctious boys turns 4 years old already, and she is potty trained 🙂 Phewww. That was close, it just happened with no accidents for the first time a week ago, good ever since. My professional experience and data shows that girls are harder!! They have attitude. We’ll open presents and bake a cake tomorrow with some sort of party on the weekend (i’m not a party planner 🙂 ) Caitlyn was also my only normal weighted child for her age. She was 7lbs 7oz at 38 weeks. Furthest baby ever. Chris was 8lbs 14oz at 36.5 weeks, Andrew was a whopper at 7lbs 14oz at 35 weeks and spent a month in the NICU and he would have been a 10+ pound baby if I went any further. Then finally we have Ava, who was sooooo small she didn’t even fit her picture outfit at 6lbs even. I was 5lbs 5oz at birth but I was the product of questionable hippie parents so god knows what they were smoking. Whatever, at least I turned out normal and wasn’t named Twinkle Star.
So what’s new. Not much it’s kinda blah out. I was hoping for 45 degrees today like the weather promised but no such luck. The wind was brutal today. This morning I went to lunch with Julie and a high school friend to lunch at La Shish in Dearborn and it sucked. I like Malek Al-Kabob in Taylor better…. or the place on West Rd. in Woodhaven which will go nameless because I can’t remember and it’s too late at night for me to bother to Google it 🙂
So, is it bad when you lose count of the number of body art markings on your body? Ha ha, I added another one. Just to profess the tru-Twihard that I really am I had the Cullen family crest added to my bicep and if that doesn’t say manly in a feminine way I don’t know what would 🙂 ha ha. Sorry Mom, I’m permanently a Cullen without the love for blood.
It is far from done though. Above it still has to say, “And so, the lion fell in love with the lamb. What a stupid lamb. What a sick masochistic lion.”. The lion representing me, naturally. Now before anyone goes googling what masochistic means, you have to understand the Twilight meaning. If I were to listen to Matt and his reading of definitions I’d be disgusted, but i’ll stick with the Twilight meaning, which is:
“Masochistic means you like to inflict pain upon yourself. Therefore, Edward being around Bella, since him being around her scent was torture to him, made him a sort of masochist. The lion, of course, is him. Deadly, proud, and beautiful.”
But really I’m an open canvas. I asked Matt if he wanted Julie to sleeve me… he he. I don’t think I will ever cover an entire arm or extremity. Now my back, that’s an open canvas because I think I’m the only one that see’s that 🙂 ha ha.
Most of what I have on my body is respectfully coverable so I don’t have to look like an over obnoxious 32 year old turned teenager. Even my sister thinks I’m ridiculous. I will repeat though, I’m not into any real vampire crap, that’s for the birds. I know there are some real weird people out there and all, but I’m not one of them. I just like the deeper meaning of the movie that most all tiny twihards don’t understand. They are all in it because they have crushes for Jacob or Edward (neither float my boat, I want dad Dr. Carlisle Cullen, lol). But so far the adults I have asked including Matt, it’s gotta be Jacob somehow. He wreaks of dog… eww. LOL. At least Edward is cold like me. 🙂
Most people can’t believe I have never read a novel in my life. How is this possible they ask? Well, how do people graduate school not being able to add 2+8 in their head, tell time and stuff like my brother, or how do kids graduate not having the ability to read (that one still baffles me. Answer is, it just happens. I’ve read numerous how-to’s and stuff but never a novel. Can anyone guess what novel I chose as my first?? It can’t be hard… it’s Twilight… LOL! All 496 pages of it. I have just been physically unable to read a novel due to A.D(H)D. I am not always the (H) part. I was today though 🙂 Anyway, If I hadn’t of already seen all the movies, I don’t know how anyone could read the first book. It doesn’t get one bit interesting until page 205. Without medication it wouldn’t have happened. I could have cheated and downloaded the audio book like other lazies do, but I felt like at least if I’m going to read a novel, what a better fun way than to notice the million differences in the books than in the movie. I might audio the Breaking Dawn book since it’s huge. I’ve never been a fan of fiction. What fun is it to read something that isn’t true?? This one is different though, naturally. I’ve seen a lot of movies that were books and had no interest. Just one of my spur of the moment ideas. My assessment of the book and movie? I love the movie, I don’t like the book. The book is good for the very detailed back stories of the characters in the movie they don’t talk about much. I have the Twilight Wiki page for that though 🙂 I will always use that even if I do read all the books because I know for a fact there is no way that all the info on the wiki page came out of the books.
I’m still working on the piano though that’s been on break for a couple weeks since my hand joints have decided to spontaneously get inflamed and hurt like hell. If that and being cold is all I have to complain about for now, hey, i’ll take it I suppose, while it sucks.
I want to move to Florida. This summer would be awesome. I need a 5 bedroom house and you can get some real nice homes for what we pay for this one. Nobody near here has a 5 bedroom house. My boys are going to kill each other before the oldest is a teen and the girls will be killing each other in just not that long. I need warm weather the doctors say. I died when they told me to move to a warmer climate, I never actually thought they’d tell that to me. I’m sorta committed here for a while, but my mom has back stabbed me enough in the last month that I’m done worrying about it.
Julie my dear sweet Julie is the only one keeping me here. I promised her I would fly back for a day or two every 2-3 weeks so we could have lunch. that’s about how often I see her now! It’s not hard to do. I would seriously have to get over my severe fear of flying, but it’s only a couple hours, not 6. Still, you know every plane crash had that one person on the flight that had fear like mine and had to be sedated but couldn’t because they were alone 🙂 However, I’m noticing a lot more wifi flights now. This is awesome though really. I could talk on the phone with someone or video chat or watch all the twilight movies on my tablet and that would help. She doesn’t believe me though, and I can’t understand why. She’s using the period of very bad time last winter when I was at my peak of bad against me, but that’s not me. I don’t mind doing all the work even though she never comes here to visit me 🙂 The summer heat is a sure cooker, but it’s not that humid. I love thunderstorms without regular tornadoes, and one of my life’s goals is to survive a hurricane so, well why not kill off a few birds with one stone. Maybe the grandparents from the UK will visit more. Michigan is boring when you’ve seen it all. The only difference is in order to go up north I would have to drive 2 days, ha ha.
I really do hate Michigan though. I hate the weather, it’s either too hot or too cold. Even on mild temp days like last year it was still too humid to open up the windows. I can’t stand thick air. Hawaii is ideal, but too remote and if there’s a disaster, you don’t have many places to go. I need new school choices, nothing of interest in programs around here. I want some meteorology degree programs. I think MSU has that but it’s too far away and I will not move more north! I need someplace new for my camera to live where it can see more action. It’s like I have to put it away for 5 months because it’s too cold and I can’t go out in cold much.
There are no good doctors near me. I define good as if you haven’t yet figured out what’s wrong with me, you are not good. If I lived north of Detroit or had the will to drive there, especially in the Bloomfield area, this would be solved. It was doable in my last locale Southgate. Bloomfield was manageable then, not now. So far my opinion of the Toledo Clinic hasn’t impressed me either. I guess I’m just picky because I’ve now been to too many doctors and my iron is still flat bottomed. My autoimmune system is all out of whack at the moment and it’d be nice just to find a highly rated doc near me. It’s bad enough I have to drive almost all the way back up to Southgate to get my old mediocre doctors.
Yeah someday i’ll get this taken care of, or find out who is responsible and go on a hell bent revenge (Well, not really hell bent!!).
I would also just like to say the theatre in Monroe sucks. Get some stadium style seating would ya… I thought the theatres like in the Mall of Monroe were like 20 years outdated, lol!
In May we are planning to go to Disney for 9 days again. We are taking Julie and Joey if she survives telling her husband. Very long story! I can’t wait, though it’s almost too good of weather here to leave it in May! Let me tell everyone, no, I am not looking forward to the car ride, that I fear. This time it won’t be just Joey, it will be Joey telling his mama he has to go potty every 20 minutes or tattling on Chris & Andrew, or it will be Chris and Andrew yelling at Joey to shut up. I fear Ava though, lol. God she has the most piercing screech when she has attitude. Joey knows if he dares say, “Mamma I just wanna say I love you” one time on this trip, we are all going to turn around and scream really loud. We are all just a bit too traumatized by his 5 year old boy antics then. He’ll be almost 7 by then.
Yeah ok I’m done for now, ha ha. Bedtime.
