08-23-2019-Blog-Post
I will find who am I again soon. Thanks to both sides of a rich family, and I am not talking money. Education, philosophy, understanding, and politics. LOL. Call it “Electrified”.
My children will be challenged, they will be disciplined, and god damn it, (not in vane really), my two sons will remember who I was to them before the psych case step-mom stepped in. It’s like I don’t exist and we have no past. We had a past until dip-shit-brit found a life with his foreign wife whom controls him. I love my Chris & Andrew to death, it guts me inside to wonder what they are being told. The evidence showed Chris lied to cover up beating me in the face and chest, I just wish he would talk to me. I am over that, I want my 17yo son. I want my adventure-seeking son Andrew by my side for cool things and adventures. Especially him. We had such a great relationship.
The horrifying part is that the longer this fucking state of Florida and the county of Brevard takes to give me that last damn court date, I’m at a frustration point beyond belief. Jason and I, as well as those two morbidly f***ed individuals continue to play games, keep me at a loss. However, game playing is over, and trial date is coming. My ex will go to jail for essentially kidnapping my kids for 9 months, not paying support as ordered (into the 40K figure), and he will cry cry cry but his finances show he lied lied lied to the system and I can’t wait to see how that impacts his infant tears. I have a site with all the evidence on it. I just haven’t found the bold point in my life to show it.
The unfortunate part is the longer they are kept away, though promised to return by the school year, the further they grow apart. Ava, my sweet Ava. Her love is undying for me, for our solid household. Their friends across the street came to me to vent how they hate their stepmother so bad. For those following that epic drama, omg, there is no way possible my other kids can actually like her. They live in filth, and the DCF don’t care. They are mentally tormented, as shown months ago by video, and the DCF does not care. What has been done to them is far worse than anything I was accused of.
Dog leashes and belts control my kids. Threats by their father to abandon them to foster care (again) if they say anything controls their actions. They hide everything from me.
Caitlyn the other day asked me to sign a paper from school because she wasn’t paying attention to a test. Why? If that stupid foreigner Roselou wasn’t a threat to beat them down, she would have taken it to them, but she knows i’m not going to harm them, but I may yell and discipline them as any normal parent would. These people have caused my 2 little girls so much educational/psychological damage, that it kills me. There are no 2 sides to this story. Subpoenaed documents prove it. I got those 2 weeks ago. I have no shame in posting them to my site with sensitive information redacted.
When my children are ordered to keep their backpacks at school or home on the school days to pick them up, don’t you think there is a little fishy smell to that? Yeah, I had to find out by subpoena why. They still continue to do it.
I have been waiting on a court date almost a year. Can you feel my frustration?
